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Hope for the Double-Tongued

James 3:10 My brother out of the same mouth pour blessing and cursing. This should not be so. 

Choke choke. This is recently how I felt after being convicted of my sarcastic, mean tongue. On one side of my mouth I praise the God who is my life and on the other I curse the people He created. On one side of my mouth I praise His precious name and on the other I take it in vain. On one side of my mouth I talk of His wondrous grace and on the other I talk about that rotten unsaved mom down the road who does not raise her kids right. On one side of my mouth I talk about His amazing love and on the other side I scream and curse at the spouse He has called me to love sacrificially. I am double tongued and God has called me out. Thank God for grace that forgives and changes me. Thank God for a perfect life in Jesus who died and conquered my sin on an old rugged cross. Thank God that He is still in the business of revealing and redeeming sinful lives.
If I was guessing I would venture to say  I am not alone. Within the realm of this blog there are people who also have double tongues...think about it. Search your own heart.
Do you use God's name in vain through the week and then praise Him on Sunday?
Do you talk of His grace and forgiveness and then refuse to forgive your spouse?
Do you profess to trust Him and then throw a fit when you do not get what you pray for?
Do you profess your trust in God's provision and then do not pay your tithes?
I am guilty....I am forgiven...I am free of condemnation...I am being changed by a changeless God.  Quit being afraid you double tongued vipers! Just cry out to Jesus and let him make your talk match your walk. Praise God for living hope.
Loving you and praying freedom in Christ for you.

A Mother's Baptism

A few weeks ago, God graced me with the honor of baptizing an 80+ year old mother and saint of King Jesus.  Ms. Mildred, as we affectionately know her, cooks one of the best breakfasts I've ever had.  It was during one of those breakfasts that she had prepared for me and my family that she asked to speak to me about something.

Her tone was serious.  I was eager to hear from her.  She asked if I would baptize her and I immediately asked her to tell me why she wanted to be baptized (after all, she has been a member of our local congregation for many years).

Her reason was biblical, and one I am hearing more and more frequently as a Pastor.  She had been baptized as a younger girl, mostly because it seemed like a good idea.  Yet, God had not regenerated her heart and therefore all she was for years was a person who went to church services, had gotten dunked, and lived life like she wanted to.  But all that changed in the years thereafter.  At some point Ms. Mildred did indeed have a life-changing encounter with the Risen Savior, and she has loved and served Him ever since!

And as the years passed by, the Holy Spirit began to convict this dear old saint that she had not been obedient to biblical believer's baptism.  So, though her body surely did not enjoy the long flight of stairs to get into and out of our baptistry, and though her breathing condition made her labor all the more, Mildred honored God.  And the joy of Jesus was on her face as she came up out of those waters!  Hallelujah!  What a Savior!

What a wonderful picture of what God's saving and sanctifying grace really does in our lives.  God's Spirit convicts and then encourages and enables our obedience.  We are compelled to obey even if it hurts us or demands sacrifice from us.  Thank you, Sister Mildred, for the reminder that "Jesus Paid it all, All to Him We Owe."

May Ms. Mildred's example inspire others to follow hard after Christ, regardless of the cost.  May her family members and friends who have not yet had their lives changed from the inside out by Jesus humbly seek the grace and mercy of God.  May God increase her tribe for His glory!

Teetering is Never Good

We have a Wii and we have a program called Wii fit. It is an exercise dealie . . . how in the world exercise could ever be thought of as fun is beyond me, but, anyway, one of the goals of this program is to create good posture and balance.  Anyone who knows me knows that balance and me are, well, not well acquainted.  I am the reason weebles wobble and do fall down.  So, it is a hoot for my family to watch me "balance" on the Wii.  There is one game in particular called soccer head.  In soccer head you are supposed to stand on the Wii board and move your upper body to hit the soccer balls with your head.  Now, this is a hard enough challenge but you also have to miss the stinking panda bears and dirty tennis shoes they throw at you.  Well, I have consistently scored under 10.  I see one coming to the left and jerk all the way left to get it, then to the right and jerk all the way to get it and then they throw one through the middle.  I inevitably cannot get my body back to the middle.  I cannot get it to stop swinging from one side to the other.  The ones in the middle always get away, and the pandas and tennis shoes on the outside always kill me.  No balance whatsoever!

This is so parallel to my spiritual life. Ecclesiastics 7:18 says the man who fears God will avoid all extremes.  Why?  Because bouncing back and forth from one side to the other takes energy, time, effort.  It causes discouragement, carelessness, wrong decisions and defeat.  When I bounce from side to side on the Wii, getting smacked in the face by pandas and tennis shoes, I finally just quit.  I say forget it!  I will never get it!  This is exactly what happens in our spiritual lives when we bounce from this to that because we are not grounded in Jesus alone.  For example, body fitness.  The two extremes are obese and sick compared to anorexic and sick...or not caring about it compared to obsessed with it.  How do you find the middle?  There is one sure way to come to the middle and stay there in every single decision and lifestyle we face: Ask this question - Am I bringing glory to God? Then pray this prayer: GOD make my life all about your glory.  Center my passion., my drive, my reason for being in You.  Help me to live, extremely, only for You.  How would this prayer and this thinking change your life?  Well, I am quite sure balance is not in my near future with Wii, but by God's grace it is in my spiritual life.  I am so thankful for His balance.  I yearn for my passion to be all about my precious, worthy King.  He is worthy of my time, my energy, my effort, my praise, my life.
He is my balance.

Waiting . . . I Hate It!

This week a couple of things have reminded me that waiting is truly against our sinful nature, but absolutely necessary in the big plan of salvation and sanctification. The Bible refers to waiting in several different places.

Psalm 40:1- David waited patiently for the Lord, and God turned to him and heard his cry.  That is amazing and full of hope. But one must look further to see where David cried from... the slimy pit of mud and mire. I am not sure how long David stayed in the pit waiting for God to move. But I am sure that the pit was not a comfortable place to be, it was not a pleasant place to be, it was not a convenient place to be.
I have hit some pits this week. I wrecked my daughter's car (brand new car), I banged up my Becca in the process, and it appears that I may have broken my right hand (really Lori, could you have made the holidays any worse... half afraid to ask that,  because I am sure it could be worse, but I digress.) So this week I have patiently waited (you may need to take the word patient out to keep this honest, but I have waited) for those around me to do those things I cannot do myself. We have all waited for the insurance company to let us know about the car because it is holiday time and nobody is at work. We have all waited at this place or that place because we have been short a car. Waiting.
 
Isaiah 30:18- says that those who wait are blessed by God. Says that we will see God's grace, compassion, and justice if we wait through the mud and the mire.  To be totally honest, I yearn for his grace, I yearn for his compassion, and I yearn for his justice. BUT I HATE WAITING. If I could acquire the gifts of God... grace, compassion, wisdom, mercy, etc. Without the mud and the mire I would do a joy dance. However, it simply does not work that way.
 
1 Peter 4: 12-19- makes it very clear that mud and mire/suffering is a part of God's perfect plan. It tells us to not be surprised at the mud and to rejoice in the mire.
 
Romans 5:3- tells us why we should rejoice.  Those characteristics of God that we yearn for so desperately; those traits that we need in our life daily to survive  all happen because of suffering/waiting.  The pit... the pit is necessary. Suffering produces perseverance, perseverance character, and character hope. AND HOPE DOES NOT DISAPPOINT US.
If this is true, and I believe it must be, it is contained in the Bible, then praise God for the pit, the mud, and the mire. Praise God for things that don't always go my way. Praise God for hurt that doesn't always heal quickly. Praise God for broken things that don't always get fixed in my timing. And praise God for wisdom that is higher than mine. I do not choose to wait ... God in his wisdom required that of me.  But, I can choose how to wait. I can worship...I can serve...I can learn and grow. Waiting...
Bring it on God...and help me to do it with grace by your grace. (This blog was typed by my Becca as I wait for my right hand to heal).
 
Questions
1. When in the middle of the mud and mire...do you find yourself crying out to God and waiting on his deliverance or fixing it yourself?
2. Or do you find yourself whining and asking why me instead of rejoicing?
Practical application...Teaching your children to wait:  This morning I was mopping and Eli who is two asked for a drink.  I told him to wait and I would get it in a little bit.  He immediately asked Aunt Becca to get him a drink. I said, "No way buddy, you are learning to wait."  We waited eagerly for his drink. Do not wait to teach waiting to teenagers.  Teach it while your children are small young parents.  And do not forget to rejoice with them as they wait.
In Christ your sister,

Give Thanks

As I type this, I am sitting at a desk in my brother's home in Richmond, KY.  The window beside me reveals the rolling bluegrass countryside and several horses are feeding nearby.  A light drizzle is falling from the sky.  A warm cup of coffee spews its steamy aroma towards my nose.  I have a belly full of food from yesterday, as well as my bowl of Honey Bunches of Oats this morning.  I do not hear any bombs going off, no small arms fire, no artillery,no warplanes overhead.  My wife and children are safe and sound enjoying cousins and sisters and nephews and nieces.  Later today we will all link up to eat lunch with my mom, sister, brother-in-law and their children.

We Americans continue to be spoiled by God's goodness.  His kindnesses to us are immeasurable.  Even the most miserable among us is pretty well off compared to so much of the world.  And while I do not particularly like our current national leadership, nor approve of the direction our nation is headed, still here I sit in the lap of luxury enjoying a day of peace, quiet, rest and study in God's Holy Word.  I am so thankful.

But I suspect I am not thankful enough.

How could I be?

So, let me offer a simple prayer today:

O Lord, our God, our Help in Ages Past, today I come to You in and through the finished work of Your Son and our Savior, Jesus the Messiah.  I come to You today simply to say, "Thank You."  I thank You for the gift of eternal life in Jesus, and for sealing and guaranteeing that life to me by the indwelling presence of Your Holy Spirit.  I thank You that I am not in hell today; for that is precisely what I have earned before You.  I thank You Lord Jesus for taking my hell upon yourself on the Cross.  What a Savior You are!  Thank You, God, for the gift of my wife.  Her love for me shows off Your love; for she loves me with a determination that defies what I deserve.  Help me treasure her more, lead her more, and care for her more like You do, Lord Jesus.  Thank You for the gift of my two daughters.  Their beauty makes my heart flutter, and I am so happy in them.  Please keep their hearts in Your hands and make them women who delight in King Jesus above all.  Lord, thank You for placing me into a new family of brothers and sisters and sons and daughters.  I could live a thousand lifetimes and not do one thing to deserve to be the Pastor of Corydon Baptist Church.  It is all of Your grace, O sovereign God.  My joy in these precious people grows day by day.  Jesus, please be the Chief Shepherd of us all, so we can experience the fullness of joy that comes by abiding in You.  Use us as the family of God in Christ to show off Your glory in the Gospel.  May we never take one another for granted as we make our pilgrimmage here below.  Lord, thank You for pilgrims of the past, who traveled roads far rougher than ours, to ensure we could live in a place of Gospel Peace.  So many gave so much more than we.  We thank You for them, and praise Your holy name.  Lord, thank You for the Church of the world suffering greatly for Your sake.  Draw close to them and make Your name great among the nations through them.  Thank You, Lord for those sacrificing their comforts now for our political freedom.  Please bless them and give them courage in the battle.  O Lord, I could thank You for a million years and not scratch the surface of Your mercies.  They are indeed new every morning to me.  I love you, Lord.  I want to love You more.  I trust You Lord.  I want to trust You more.  Make me a grateful man, for the Fame of Jesus' Name, amen.           

Love Makes You Real

On Friday night I had the great pleasure and privilege of attending a play at LHCC. I was able to see the Crone kids and Julia Griffin shine on stage in amazing ways and I loved every minute of it...I was as proud as a peacock of them all. :))) The play was about the Velveteen Rabbit and his desire to be real...what was the only thing that could work to make him real....sacrificially loving his owner. At the end of the play, I heard a beautiful voice flowing over the audience from the back singing, "Love, Love, Love,". I could not believe that voice was coming from Miss Julia Griffin...i wanted to stand up and say, "That is my niece." I was so proud of her. She continued to stage where she finished her song and explained to the rabbit that he was real because he had truly loved another. She then waved her wand and the rabbit grew legs and feet and was real...all because of love. During Pastor Keith's sermon this past Sunday, I found myself thinking of her little song (which she wrote herself) and wondering if we really understand love the way Jesus lived it and taught it and expects us too. I wondered that about myself and have been in prayer since I left service Sunday. I heard Pastor Keith say that we need to smash our own self Kingdoms and care about others' lives during the week. This caused me to see things about myself that I was sad about. I started with thinking about how I love my family...so many times when I could be with my husband...I find myself on my cell phone or my computer. Many times even if sitting with him, i am a thousand miles away in my thoughts and not loving him at all. I thought about my girls and my new son. How many times have I wished and cried for "me time" and allowed the wonder of being a momma go far away from me. How many times have i had opportunity to serve my girls and griped from the inside out because my life was so boring and mundane. And then I thought of my church family...do I smash my little kingdoms each week and reach outside of myself to serve them?  Can I honestly say that I do that with joy and expectation of blessing? Do I hurt when they hurt and laugh when they laugh? Do I even know when they hurt? Are the only sorrows and tribulations and hardships that I know of connected to my little kingdom---my life, my family, my bills?? Do I rush at the opportunity to clean bathrooms for those who are in need or is there more important ministry for a person like me? Do I care if the shut-ins ever get visited or do I expect those lesser than me to do that duty? And then I thought of the world outside of that? How many times a week do I offer Jesus to a world that is dying or do I just think somebody else can deal with that mess? Do I look for hungry people with intent to help or accuse them or misspending food stamp money and consider them less than worthy of help? Do I care that single mommas are exhausted and tired and need help or do I just figure they made their bed and they can sleep in it? You can imagine that these questions have caused me some pain in myself. I am wrestling with them and wrestling with some of the answers. I have found that in many areas, I have no conviction. I can answer resounding yeses to them...in other areas, I am sadly, brokenly lacking. But Romans 8 offers me hope;; "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." He saved me and his grace changes me. This message has caused me to think about my love for others...it has caused me sorrow and pain but it has worked to sanctify me and to say to me that it IS love that makes me real. It is love that marks me as a Christian...it is love that says to the world I am a disciple of Jesus. It is love that moves outside of me and my little kingdoms and reaches to a sad, broken, lonely world around me. I am praying for God to change me and to create in me his heart for people...his heart for others...to MAKE ME REAL IN THE AREA OF LOVE TO OTHERS. Praise God for change that is driven by grace and love from a very real, very personal Savior. Dear Jesus, I yearn to be real.

From Detroit to . . .

Our Sister Lori Beard is currently traveling.  Received this "blog entry" from her which she obviously did on a phone and probably after only mildly recovering from this incident she describes.  Enjoy!

Okay. Here's the thing...i left Louisville airport today with great excitement traveling to NC. Of course i was routed through Detroit MI. Because that makes so much sense. Well i am sitting on my plane in Louisville and we begin to taxi...picking up speed... when i feel the plane begin to turn. No cause for alarm till the pilot announces we have a small plane problem..we r going back...uh...back where.

Like we r backing up....well we go a few feet around and stop. I see no mechanics..no fixers. But lo and behold we start moving again...saying a quick prayer for God to forgive anything i have forgotten to repent of i close my eyes...grit my teeth and prepare to die..
Ugh...r we stopping again...really. another announcement...we have a problem that has caused me to return to the gate...i'm thinking i need to get off this plane and take a taxi...well. just then a baggage Guy walks up with crew luggage...they could not locate the pilots bags and had just found them....really. now i could stop here or move on...so moving on. I arrived at Detroit with no time to spare...
I did not know this because i never look at a clock..i get off my plane...find out i need a7...look up and realize i am at c38...now what this means is that c has 38 Terminas i must get through prior to arriving at b...these terminals are separated by long hallways put there for the purpose of torturing women like me. But i track that round of c and hallway to arrive at b concourse..look up to see i am at b 38...really..38 ridiculous concourses to get to A..so i begin...pant pant don't look at me funny skinny girl...pant pant..hey tall Guy can i borrow your legs...pant pant... one potato two potato. Pant pant ....i need a cheeseburger...pant pant oh my word Lori really...finally an A...a big fat A.. wait oh r u kidding me i have arrived at the escalators that take me to a concourse upstairs. Well at least i can stand still...don't look at me funny dude..i am old and big..i was beating people like u before u were born...so..i arrive at the top. And there it is one  of those football field hallways..i wish i had a football i would go long and break something...and then i see it ...A concourse.. finally Rest for the weary...hope for the hopeless...until.i see the number..a38...i have 25 concourses to go...99 bottles of coke on.the wall..pant pant...99 bottles of coke...pant pant..all the way to 82. And then.i saw It the promised land..the long awaited promise.. my concourse. Wait it is empty..wait wait wait for me...i run to the desk heaving and panting to.hear her say...you made it in time...now obviously i will need to drop my oxygen mask as soon as i sit down and i will require 2 peanuts and not 1....but i have arrived just in time. I fought the good fight...i finished the race and was rewarded with what had been.promised to me....i find this is true so often of me in my Christian life...panting...heaving...groaning...wondering if my.promises in Jesus r true...there will come a day when all his promises will be accomplished...until that day press on..persevere...the prize is worth the price...  In Christ....your bone weary...out if breath...servant....Lori Beard

Clean the Front Room First!

I woke up this morning and looked around...it was very apparent that cleaning my house was a priority...a must. I started where I always start...the living room. It is the first room you see when you enter my house ( if you have not entered my house....PLEASE COME GOOD FRIEND...small diversion). Well, I worked diligently on that room and then moved to my kitchen...it is off the living room and also a hub of activity. I worked to declutter and shine so that both rooms would appear clean and tidy. I ensured that my main bathroom is clean enough for company...then I looked around...took a deep breath...closed all the doors to the bedrooms and said to myself...enough Lori...the rooms everybody can see are clean. Almost immediately, the beautiful teaching Spirit of God reminded me...how many times do I spiritually do what I just physically did? I am so faithful to clean up the parts people can see...whatever you do Lori...make the outside of your life look holy...talk righteous...speak about holiness...serve hard...clean up the outside well...then I close the doors to the inside...the hidden sins I never share..the broken dreams I still cry over...my massive mistakes in parenting and marriage...just close the door Lori..as long as you look good on the outside. Jesus broke my heart today...the truth in the Bible in 1 Samuel 16 is that God could not care less about appearance...he is all about the heart. He is all about the real, genuine part of us that we will do anything to hide. I want my house to look good but I don't want to commit to the hard work of deep cleaning...of a full, diligent cleaning...so I just hide what I can..the worst of my mess...oh God I beg you don't let this be so of my heart...search me oh GOD...know my heart today..see me and change me...deep clean me oh God I pray...I am thankful for his precious sanctifying Spirit...his precious word. So...dear friends will you deep clean today or just touch the surface? Dig deep...the reward is eternal.
 
In love and fellowship based on Christ alone,

Finishing Well

"I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith" (2 Timothy 4:7).

"Children's children are the crown of old men; and the glory of children is their fathers" (Proverbs 17:6).

Last Sunday, June 17th, 2012, my Dad preached his last sermon as the Pastor of Broadway Baptist Church in Richmond, KY.  He retired after pastoring that congregation for over 31 years.  All his children and grandchildren were present.  It was precious. 

Rarely am I rendered speechless!  But, as I sat and listened to my Dad preach his final sermon as Pastor of that church that I grew up in, I was speechless.  It was such an odd experience for me.  The emotions even still are so mixed and scrambled that I cannot really make heads or tails of them.  I was grateful to a church that stood by my family for 31 years, messy and demanding as it was on them.  I pondered how many people from that church my Dad had buried (only one man who was on the pulpit search committee that called him there is still alive).  My wife's own parents are two of the members of that church that my Dad buried.  I was sad at the closing of an era.  Cleaning out the home (parsonage) where I grew up with my sister and two brothers was almost surreal (not to mention the effect it is having on my brother who has lived there practically all his life and only recently got married and moved out).

But, as the Country Crooner-Theologian Patty Loveless once said in a song, "Life's about changing nothing ever stays the same." 

Well, almost nothing stays the same. 

My Dad chose to preach as his final sermon the very first sermon he preached as Pastor of Broadway Baptist Church over 31 years previously.  Now, that's a testimony to consistency in the pulpit!  The gospel never changes!  The sermon centered on the bloody cross-work of Jesus the Christ on behalf of all those He would save.  My heart and soul were moved to yet deeper adoration and awe of the awful cost Jesus paid to rescue me from sin and death and damnation.  My Dad ended his pastorate the way he began it - by preaching Christ crucified and risen for the salvation of unworthy sinners!

Jack Marshburn, the Pastor I was privileged to serve with in NC for nearly 10 years, likes to tell preachers he's praying that they will end well.  That's a prayer for grace-enabled, gospel-infused endurance.  That's a prayer for faithful Bible preaching.  That's a prayer to fight the good fight and finish the course for God's glory in the gospel of Christ.

Last Sunday I saw my Dad finish well by the amazing grace of God's Spirit.  I was so proud to be his son.  I am so proud to be his son.  May the Lord grant Dad many more years to proclaim the good news of Jesus, and may He also give Dad some days of rest in his "glory years."

Thank you, our Lord and Savior for choosing to give me a Dad who loves you and whose zeal for Your gospel has not waned through the years, but has only grown stronger!  I am so blessed.  I give You glory and worship Your Holy Name.  Please draw ever-nearer Dad in his "retired" years.  Fill his heart with Your love and His eyes with Your glory.  For Jesus' sake, amen. 

In Remembrance

Just a quick "Thank You" to our military on Memorial Day seems far too small.  Not to mention those who have bled the grounds of the world red on our behalf as Americans.  We are spoiled rotten by God's mercy in this Nation, and one of the primary means God has used to protect us and our freedoms is our military's sacrifices.  So, to troops past and present, I say "Thank You."  We met and worshipped yesterday in freedom (spiritual and political).  We should be quick to thank God for Marines, Soldiers, Airmen, Coast Guardsmen and Sailors and their families serving around the globe.  Thank you!

That said, let us never forget the words of the Psalmist: "Some trust in chariots and some in horses but we will trust in the Name of the Lord our God."

May God keep us a free people, but if He does give this Nation justice (and what we deserve from Him is wrath), may we as His people in Christ cry out with Job, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him!" 

And God give us grace to fix our eyes on the only Ultimate sacrifice that will matter forever: "He Himself bore our sins in His own body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live for righteousness; by His stripes you were healed.  For you were continually straying like sheep, but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Bishop of your souls" (1 Peter 2:24-25).

May we never forget the cross, the blood, the resurrection life in Jesus Christ the King!